I feel like I need to write this to remind myself that my beautiful crying baby is a blessing. I don’t know what has him so upset tonight, but he has me at the end of my rope. He didn’t sleep very well last night either, and so I am feeling a little sleep deprived and more than slightly emotional. And so here we sit. Sweet Cole crying on my lap while I cry and try to distract myself with the internet. Poor sweet Cole. I wish I could fix whatever is making him so sad…